Not me.

Behind my cheer ..
I feel I'm kidding with myself. Where my friends And their answers came only when I chatted or approached them .. Without their attention.
No one miss me .. no one likes to talk with me .. no one dare to be happy with me .. what because i look too cheerful in front of them?
The answer is I'm fed up with all this. They are not friends. Including you who give a lot of sweet words and a thousand words good morning and night ..
The mask of my happiness faded, I do not know where the factory or just the tailor who embroidered a possible smile pattern. I thought it was time I died in loneliness. Being a loser is afraid of the future.
When I'm like this where my friend? Ohya I forgot I have no friends.
My boyfriend is not happy with me ..
Kill me, time ..
Nobody cares about me. and for later, do not be too concerned.
believe me this is not me.